dheng!!!! i havent wrote in here in a very very LONG time!! well.. lets see.. well... ever since the end of april.. i had a boyfriend.. nd his name was jerome oao galon... he was 15 at the time.. nd turned 16 on may 18th or 19th.. nd we were together for about 3 months.. we broke up a day before mai birthday cuhz we both were going through hella ish with our family's nd friend.. it was juss CRAZiNESS! buh um.. we still keep in touch on myspace.. nd sometimes on the fone buh chyea.. anyways.. i quit all those bad things so now ima livng a clean life.. buh i think ima ANiMiC.. which means i have low ion in mai body.. so the doctor put me on some pills.. nd um. mai lass day of skewl was on the 2nd of june.. nd jerome nd his friend robert came a week before skewl ended for me.. nd they spent the weekend at mai step dad's hosue.. nd the first day we went to the movies.. the second day we went to the mall nd the park.. he third day we went to church nd the giants game.. it was hella fun... buh this was before we broke up.. nd chyea! "there's a first time for a lot of things"... no.. NOT SEX!! LoLz!! i wont be doing that ish till ima ready! buh um. anyways.. things went bad when tha guys came down from santa maria.. cuhz khristines family found out that jerome cam to san mateo without his parents permission.. nd khristine ended up getting into hella trouble.. nd she nd i stopped talkin till lass thursday.... iono why buh chyea! it was hella gay.. buh we ish cool now... nd i been talkin to mai oakland friends again.. nd chyea... nd i been talkin to ernie for a while again.. nd he be callin me his BEAUTiFUL BABY nd i call his mai HANDSOME BABY... buuh ima end that cuhz i know he has a girl.. nd i dont want to continue what he nd i have.. buh i havent had a chance to talk to him bout any of this... nd jeremy aranas ish still mai pooh bear.. ndnow kevin ish mai hubby nd one of mai closest friends that i talk to about a LOT of things.. nd jenna nd sacha are now mai WiFEY'S nd nicole dudley ish still mai bess friend nd mai big sis....... WELL.. most of all i have been trying to make mai life different.. ima trying to start over in life.. ima try to be more active in church nd try to study hard in school.. buh chyea.. well.. ima end this.. cuhz ish kinna late.. bye bye!

WOW!! dayam.. i havent wrote in here in hella long.. i think tha lass tym i wrote in here was on christmas day.. i guess i 've juss been hella LAZY to write in here!! LoLz!! or maybe i was busy or somethin.. well who cares cuhz ima writin in here NOW! LoLz!! christmas day was hella boring cuhz mai step bro didnt even come anymore like he said tha day before... then on december 26th (sunday) i had church lyk erry sunday.. nd we  had our lass binhi meeting of tha year.. nd now spencer ish steppin down of binhi president.. so now we ish lookin for a new president for tha binhi organization.. nd for tha lass week or mai winter break i pretty much stayed home nd went to foster city..  but on NEW YEARZ EVE.. i went to church again cuhz we had a year end prayer.. nd then after that i went to DALY CiTY to kick it wid hella people from church... nd we ate nd errythin else.. it was hella cool!! lolz!! nd lyk wen tha count down came on errybody had a drink in their hand.. nd wen it got to "zero" i drank mai drink before we said happy new year nd ish lyk that.. nd ateh lalaine was hella laughin at me for some kinda reason.. iono hella gay but chyea.. then there was this gift exchange thingy.. then after that tha labson's took me home.. nd guess who called me at 12:30 somethin to acctually wish me a happy new year......? mr. ernesto called me out of nowhere.. nd hella otha people called me too, to wish me a happy new year as well... but tha fone call from ernie hella surprised me cuhz ya know we kinna broke up nd he really hasnt called since then nd ish lyk that... nd later that night wen i got home from DC i was on tha fone wid ernie... nd we was juss talkin.. nd ish lyk that... nd we were talkin bout our "CHRiSTMAS GiFTS"... it was hella funny... then we got off tha fone around 6 in tha morning... then later that night we was on tha fone till bout 3 in tha morning cuhz i had church on that sunday.. nd it was juss hella funny cuhz i guess i was sayin some kinna dumb shyt.. cuhz he was lyk "yoo got me thinkin now"... nd i dun even know wut tha hella i was sayin cuhz i was pretty much PASSED OUT!! but chyea... oh chyea... on NEW YEARS day.. tha 1st.. i got a hair cut.. nd ish hella short!! but it looks hella cute.. but good thing it cut off all mai split ends!! yay!! then on january 3, 2005.. i went bac to skewl.. i was hella happy cuhz i had tha worst WiNTER BREAK EVER!!!.. but tha first day bac kinna sucked cuhz this one girl was wearin tha same jacket as me.. PLUS tha same colors!! so that kinna killed mai day !!! then on wednesday tha 5th.. it was hanh's (one of mai ex bess frenz from fremont) birthday... nd then it was jENNA & MEGANZ birthday!! then on saturday tha 8th.. me nd mai lil cuzzo NiKO watched COACH CARTER!! it was hella cool!! OMG!! i am soOoOoOoO in love with that movie NOW!! nd hans nd jon-rey were hella mad at me cuhz i watched COACH CARTER before them.. so they were hella butt-hurt bout it...  nd tha people that i told that i watched it they were lyk.. "dayam i hate yoo!!" nd chyea.. but fer real fer real.. dat movie ish hella gewd.. cuhz ish bout basketball.. but most of all yoo learn hella ish from it... ... then on tha 10th i went to aragon lyk erry monday.. nd i saw ernie on tha bus.. nd he hella hit mai head out of nowhere.. nd chyea!! then on tha 11th..12th..13th hillsdale nd aragon got off early cuhz we had finals.. nd on tha 11th wen we got out early i went to tha mall wid hella other people... nd tha buss was hella crowded cuhz it was hillsdale nd aragon on one bus.. but chyea... then on tha 12th i went wid khristine nd her frenz to bayside.. it was hella boring.. nd after that me nd khristine met up wid jared nd richmond at lakeshore.. nd them two was playin basketball.. so i finally got to see jared's "SKiLLS"... LoLz!! ... then on tha 13th we juss kicked it at tha mall again.. nd there was juss hella drama goin on so chyea... then me nd khristine juss went to her house... then on friday tha 14th i didnt have skewl.. cuhz it was teacher work day or somethin lyk that.. then on saturday tha 15th i went to NEWPARK MALL in FREMONT wid jENNA & SACHA!! nd they went shopping... nd i was supposed to meet up wid hella of mai old frenz.. but iono wut happened.. nd i got this one green shirt.. nd ish hella kyoote!!  nd i got mai LV belt & mai white bling bling belt fixed.. nd there was this guy that was tryin to talk to me  while me nd sacha nd jenna were walkin hella fast through tha mall cuhz mai mom was there.. nd sacha was lyk.. "oh well.. his shoes werent matching anyways..." nd me nd jenna were hella crackin up... nd i think he also had some kinna grill up in his mouth.. but then he was kinna kyoote at tha same time... ... then us three girlz are supposed to go to SOUTHLAND in 2 weeks.. nd next month im supposed to get a new camera fone lyk sacha's.. YAY!! i hella CANNOT wait til then!!... nd im supposed to meet up wid mai friend josh at southland too... then today tha 17th of january i dun have skewl.. nd tomorrow tha 18th  i dun have skewl either.. so i myt spend tha night at mai aunties house in foster city... but iono yet... then i go bac to skewl on wednesday tha 19th.. nd on tha 19th mai grandparents are goin to tha philippines.. nd we start a new semester on wednesday too!! then on january 22nd.. ish josh bucko's birthday!! oh chyea.. a few nights ago, hans told me that he kinna has a "CRUSH" on me.. nd chyea... oh chyea... lass night i was talkin to hans.. nd i also talked to his MOM & his UNCLE!! his mom nd his uncle ish hella nice.. nd they were askin me all these questions nd ish... nd his uncle was bein HELLA FUNNY!! iight then ima bounce!! **mUaHz**

well.. tha first week of mai winter break SUCKED!! but tha only thing that was fun was seeing mai WHOLE FAMILY on thursday tha 23rd nd on friday tha 24th.. nd tha 24th was mai cuzzo angel's 16th birthday!! nd on thursday morning.. mai uncle mai auntie nd mai two cuzzo's from HAWAii came to see errybody cuhz they ish movin to PARiS!! haha!! we all know where ima go for mai next vacation!! WhAt?!?¿ but ish kinda sad.. cuhz dat means we barely get to see each other anymore!! but our next family reunion will officially be somewhere in EuRoPe!!  WhAt?!?¿ then on friday tha 24th we pretty much celebrated mai cuzzo's birthday wid tha WHOLE family nd he gt hella nice @$$ gifts!! then on friday in tha afternoon.. mai family from HAWAii left to PARiS.. nd pretty much errybody went to bring them ALL to tha airport.. but i didnt go cuhz i was gunna get picked up to go to FRiSCO!! WhAt?!?¿ so errybody went home (their homes) nd no body was left at mai grandparents house were errybody wush before they brought mai family from hawaii to tha airport.. !! -tear-tear- !! so i went to DC then to FRiSCO (embarcdaro) for ice skating.. ndi was wid hella people from church lyk ATE LALAINE, ATE CHA CHA, ATE EPPI, ATE GOLD, ATE SARAH, SPENCER, SYDNEY, ALEX, JP, nd i think that was it.. but then tha parents.. but it was cool.. but tha thing ish was that we didnt skate cuhz it was all CROWDED!! to we all juss went to tha union square.. nd all tha stores.. nd one of our other people from church (josh) works in OLD NAVY!! so we went there to go look for him.. but he had left already.. so w juss went to all tha other places!! OMG!! we ewnt to NiKE TOWN!! nd i was so amazed cuhz i never been there before!! nd chyea!! but too bad i didnt have enough money to buy anything!! i was soo freakin sad dat day.. nd then i had to leave early cuhz mai mom, mai step dad, nd jeffery picked me up from tha union square cuhz i had to go to OAKLAND nd ANTiOCH.. nd i got this COACH purse from aunite trisha (step dadz friend).. its soo cute.. plus nobody dat i know has it!! OMG!! it was soo cold in antioch!! nd it was hella foggy too!! but then we ent home around 9:30pm.. nd we got home around 11pm... nd i got to open tha gifts dat mai step dad got me for "new years" nd i got a winnie tha pooh that shakes its' booty, a LV wallet, a LV belt, a white puff jacket, a pink puff jacket, a pink GiANTS jersey, a CARMELLO ANTHONY (#15) jersey, nd a MP3 player!! WhAt?!?¿ but tha thing ish dat iono how to work mai MP3 player so chyea!! then on saturday we watched tha basketball game on TV.. it was tha HEATS vs. tha LAKERS.. nd tha heats own by 2 or 3 points.. cuhz ya know i didnt watch tha WHOLE game!! LoLz!! nd dat was mai WiNTER BREAK.. SO FAR!!! iight tehn ima out!! **mUaHz**

hey hey!! well.. wen wush tha lass tym i wrote in here? it wasnt dat long ago!! dun yoo think?? anyways..  im at home NOW!! nd on yesterday i was in san mateo wid khristine!! nd i wush at her house lyk around 6:30am to 4 or 5pm... nd chyea!! nd we went shopping.. nd we were at tha mall at 10:30am to about 12:30pm.. it wush hella borin at first cuhz thurr wurr NO people at all!! nd hans wush suppoese to meet us thurr but he hella flaked on us!! nd chyea!! we called halla people to meet us thurr cuhz we wurr hella bored.. nd chyea!! nd then we went home.. nd we wurr makin songs bout our love life.. haha..thas funny.. cuhz we really didnt make any songs cuhz we didnt know how to start it.. nd we called matt to ask him for some help but he was NO help at ALL!! but instead of making songs me nd khristine wurr fixin our voce message thingyz.. nd we listened to song nd wrote down tha lyrics.. it wush HELLA hard!! but chyea.. then at church yesterday thurr wush hella people!! it wush crazy.. it was cuhz ate annette came bac for a while from boot camp!! hella people wurr hella happy!! nd chyea!! then we went home hella early cuhz mai grandma had to finish "preparing tha house" cuhz family from hawaii flew in this morning.. nd now MOST of our family  ish hurr.. accept tha MEMBRERE"S... LoLz!! nd tonight mai whole family shall be here tonight are around 11 or 12!! nd chyea!! nd tomorrow i might go ice skating wid people from church.. nd chyea!! well ima bounce nd kick it wid tha family!! WhAt?!?? iight then.. im OUT!! **mUaHz**